Hi Reader A few months after you retire, someone asks how it's going and you say "yeah brilliant, loving it" because that's what you're supposed to say. But inside there's this tiny voice going "God I actually miss bits of it" and you feel like an absolute idiot because you're not supposed to miss work, you spent years moaning about it, and now you've got all this freedom and you should be delighted shouldn't you. Except nobody warned you that leaving your job isn't just leaving a job, it's...